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5月21日

羊皮卷之五

假如今天是我生命中的最后一天。

 我要如何利用这最后、最宝贵的一天呢?首先,我要把一天的时间珍藏好.不让一分一秒的时间滴漏。不为昨天的不幸叹息.过去的巳够不幸。不要再赔上今天的运道。时光会倒流吗?太阳会西起东落吗?我可以纠正昨天的错误吗?我能扶平昨日的创伤吗?我能比昨天年轻吗?一句出口的恶言。一记挥出的拳头。一切造成的伤痛,能收回吗?不能!过去的永远过去了,我不再去想它。

假如今天是我生命中的最后一天。

我该怎么办?忘记昨天.也不要痴想明天.明天是一个未知数,为什么要把今天的精力浪费在未知的事上?想着明天的种种,今天的时光也白白流逝了。企盼今早的太阳再次升起。太阳已经落山。走在今天的路上.能做明天的事吗?我能把明天的金币放进今天的钱袋里吗?明日瓜熟.今日能落蒂吗?明天的死亡能将今天的快乐蒙上阴影吗?我能杞人忧天吗7明天和昨天一样被我埋葬。我不再想它。

天是我生命中的最后一天。

这是我仅有的一天.是现实的永恒。我像被赦免死刑的囚犯.用喜悦的泪水拥抱新生的太阳。我举起双手.感谢这无与伦比的一天。当我想到昨天和我一起迎接日出的朋友.今天已不复存在时.我为自己的幸存.感激上苍。我是无比幸运的人,今天的时光是额外的奖赏。许多强者都先我而去,为什么我得到这额外的一天?是不是因为他们已大功告成,而我尚在途中跋涉?如果是这样,这是不是成就我的一次机会,让我功德圆满?造物主的安排是否别具匠心?今天是不是我超越他人的机会?

 今天是我生命中的最后一天。

 生命只有一次,而人生也不只过是时间的积累。我若让今天的时光白白流逝,就等于毁掉人生最后一页。因此,我珍惜今天的一分一秒.因为它们将一去不复返。我无法把今天存入银行.明天来取用。时间像风一样不可捕捉。每一分一秒.我要用双手捧住.用心来抚慰,因为它们如此宝贵。垂死的人用毕生的钱财都无法换得一口生气。我无法计算时间的价值,它们是无价之宝!

今天是我生命中的最后一天。

 我憎根那些浪费时间的行为。我要摧毁拖延的习性。我要以真诚埋葬怀疑.用信心驱赶恐惧。我不听闲话.不游手好闲.不与不务正业的人来往。我终于醒悟到.若是懒惰.无异于从我所心爱的人手中窃取食物和衣裳。我不是贼.我有爱心.今天是我最后的机会.我要证明我的爱心和伟大。

 今天是我生命中的最后一天。

今日事今日毕。今天我要趁孩子还小的时候.多加爱护.明天他们将离我而去。我也会离开。今天我要深情地拥抱我的妻子.给她甜蜜的热吻.明天她会离去,我也是。今天我要帮助落难的朋友,明天他不再求援,我也听不到他的哀求。我要乐于奉献,因为明天我无法给予,也没有人来领受了。 

今天是我生命中的最后一天。

如果这是我的末日.那么它就是不朽的纪念日。我把它当成最美好的日子。我要把每分每秒化为甘露。一口一口.细细品尝,满怀感激。我要每一分钟都有价值。我要加倍努力.直到精疲力竭。即使这样.我还要继续努力。我要拜访更多的顾客,销售更多的货物,赚取更多的财富。今天的每一分钟都胜过昨天的每一小时,最后的也是最好的。

假如今天是我生命中的最后一天。

如果不是的话,我要跪倒在上苍面前。深深致谢。

The Scroll Marked V

The Scroll Marked V
   I will live this day as if it is my last.
   And what shall I do with this last precious day which remains in my keeping? First, I will seal up its container of life so  that not one drop spills itself upon the sand. I will waste not a moment mourning yesterday’s misfortunes, yesterday’s defeats, yesterday's aches of the heart, for why should I throw good after bad? Can sand flow upward in the hour glass? Will the sun rise where it sets and set where it rises? Can I relive the errors of yesterday and right them? Can I call back yesterday's wounds and make them whole? Can I become younger than yesterday? Can I take back the evil that was spoken, the blows that were struck, the pain that was caused? No. Yesterday is buried forever and I will think of it no more.
   I will live this day as if it is my last. And what then shall I do? Forgetting yesterday neither will I think of tomorrow. Why should I throw note after maybe? Can tomorrow's sand flow through the glass before today's? Will the sun rise twice this morning? Can I perform tomorrow's deeds while standing in today's path? Can I place tomorrow's gold in today's purse? Can tomorrow’s child be born today? Can tomorrow's death cast its shadow backward and darken today's joy? Should I concern myself over events which l may never witness? Should I torment myself with problems that may never come to pass? No! Tomorrow lies buried with yesterday, and I will think of it no more.
   I will live this day as if it is my last.
   This day is all I have and these hours are now my eternity. I greet this sunrise with cries of joy as a prisoner who is reprieved from death. I lift mine arms with thanks for this priceless gift of a new day. So too, I will beat upon my heart with gratitude as I consider all who greeted yesterterday's sunrise who are no longer with the living today. I am indeed a fortunate man and today's hours are but a bonus, undeserved. Why have I been allowed to live this extra day when others,far better than I, have departed? Is it that they have accomplished their purpose while mine is yet to be achieved? Is this another opportunity for me to become the man I know I can be? Is there a purpose in nature? Is this my day to excel?
   I will live this day as if it is my last.
   I have but one life and life is naught but a measurement of time. When I waste one I destroy the other. If I waste today I destroy the last page of my life. Therefore, each hour of this day will I cherish for it can never return. It cannot be banked today to be withdrawn on the morrow, for who can trap the wind? Each minute of this day will I grasp with both hands and fondle with love for its value is beyond price. What dying man can purchase another breath though he willingly give all his gold? What price dare I place on the hours ahead? I will make them priceless!
   I will live this day as if it is my last.
   I will avoid with fury the killers of time. Procrastination I will destroy with action; doubt I will bury under faith; fear I will dismember with confidence. Where there are idle mouths I will listen not; where there are idle hands I will linger not; where there are idle bodies I will visit not. Henceforth I know that to court idleness is to steal food, clothing, and warmth from those I love. I am not a thief. I am a man of love and today is my last chance to prove my love and my greatness. I will live this day as if it is my last. The duties of today I shall fu1fill today. Today I shall fondle my children while they are young; tomorrow they will be gone, and so will I. Today I shall embrace my woman with sweet kisses; tomorrow she will be gone, and so will I. Today I shall lift up a friend in need; tomorrow he will no longer cry for help, nor will I hear his cries. Today I shall give myself in sacrifice and work; tomorrow I will have nothing to give, and there will be none to receive.
   I will live this day as if it is my last.
   And if it is my last, it will be my greatest monument. This day I will make the best day of my life. This day I will drink every minute to its full. I will savor its taste and give thanks. I will make the every hour count and each minute I will trade only for something of value. I will labor harder than ever before and push my muscles until they cry for relief, and then I will continue.I will make more calls than ever before. I will sell more goods than ever before. I will earn more gold than ever before. Each minute of today will be more fruitful than hours of yesterday. My last must be my best.
   I will live this day as if it is my last.
   And if it is not, I shall fall to my knees and give thanks.
5月19日

当灾难临到你时

     前天晚上,我和两个弟兄一起去医院探望一位生病的弟兄,是肾衰竭,回来之后我的心久久不能平静,有惧怕,也有一点点抱怨。因为我不能明白神的心意,对于死亡还不能够坦然。这位弟兄和他的太太都是全职传教士,有一个4岁的女儿。他在音乐方面很有天赋,教过很多的学生,我有一些不能明白为什么这样的会有这样的灾难临到这么宝贵的弟兄身上,不明白。也更体会了神的可畏之处。
     后来,通过和弟兄们的讨论,我才有一点点的明白。首先灾难是神所应许的,我们每个人都会遇到或大或小的灾难,虽然我们有时并不明白他的心意。另外就是我们通常认为死亡不是一件美好的事,我们的判断只是基于死去的人对活着的人造成的痛苦,其实死亡对于死者尤其是基督徒是意见美好的事情,就要见到耶稣我们的主了,去享受那超乎我们想象的美好,多么值得欢呼的一件事啊,我们一直所做的,所寻求的不都是为了能够进到天堂,享受与神的同在吗?
     死亡并不可怕,可怕的是罪,使我们不确定能够进入天堂,或者确定不能进入天堂,这时死亡的来临才是可怕的,因为没有机会悔改了。所以,我们每天要警醒自己,因为我们不知道什么时候生命就不在继续。
    
5月14日

羊皮卷之四

  我是自然界最伟大的奇迹。

 自从上帝创造了天地万物以来.没有一个人和我一样。我的头脑心灵、眼睛、耳朵、双手、头发、嘴唇都是与众不同的。言谈举止和我完全一样的人以前没有,现在没有.以后也不会有。虽然四海之内皆兄弟。然而人人各异。我是独一无二的造化。

 我是自然界最伟大的奇迹。

 我不可能像动物一样容易满足。我心中燃烧着代代相传的火焰.它激励我超越自己.我要使这团火燃得更旺。向世界宣布我的出类拔萃。没有人能模仿我的笔迹.我的商标。我的成果,我的推销能力。从今以后.我要使启己的个性充分发展.因为这是我得以成功的一大资本。

  我是自然界最伟大的奇迹。

  我不再徒劳地模仿别人.而要展示自己的个性。我不但要宣扬它,还要推销它。我要学会去同存异。强调自己与众不同之处,回避人所共有的通性,而且要把这种原则运用到商品上。推销员和货物。两者皆独树一帜,我为此而自豪。 

  我是独一无二的奇迹。

物以稀为贵。我独行特立,因而身价百倍。我是千万年进化的终端产物,头脑和身体都超过以往的帝王与智者。但是.我的技艺,我的头脑,我的心灵,我的身体,若不善加利用,都将随着时间的流逝而迟钝、腐朽。甚至死亡。我的潜力无穷无尽,脑力、体能稍加开发,就能超过以往的任何成就。从今天开始、我就要开发潜力。我不再因昨日的成绩沾沾自喜,不再为微不足道的成绩自吹自擂。我能做的比已经完成的更好。我的出生泞非最后一样奇迹,为什么自己不能再创造奇迹呢?

  我是自然界最伟大的奇迹。

  我不是随意来到这个世上的.我生来因为高山,而非草。从今往后,我要竭尽全力成为群蜂之巅,将我的潜能发挥到最大限度。我要吸取前人的经验,了解自己以及手中的货物,这样才能成倍地增加销量。我要字斟句酌,反复推敲推销时用的语言,因为这是成功事业的关键。我绝不忘记,许多成功的商人,其实只有一套说词,却能使他们无往不利。我也要不断改进自己的仪态和风度;因为这是吸引别人的美德。

 我是自然界里最伟大的奇迹。

我要专心致志对抗眼前的挑战,我的行动会使我忘却其它一切。不让家事缠身。身在商场,不可恋家。否则将会使我思想混浊。另一方面,当我与家人同处时,一定要把工作留在门外,否则会使家人感到冷落。

商场上没有一块属于家人的地方,同样,家中也没有谈论商务的地方,这两者必须截然分开,否则就会顾此失彼。这是很多人难以走出的误区。

 我是自然界最伟大的奇迹。

  我有双眼可以观察;我有头脑.可以思考。现在我已洞悉了一个人生中伟大的奥秘。我发现,一切问题、沮丧、悲伤,都是乔装打扮的机遇之神。我不再被他们的外表所蒙骗.我已睁开双眼,看破了他们的伪装。

我是自然界最伟大的奇迹。

飞禽走兽、花草树木、风雨山石、河流湖泊,都没有像我一样的起源,我孕育在爱中.肩负使命而生。过去我忽略了这个事实,从今往后,它将塑造我的性格,引导我的人生。 

 我是自然界最伟大的奇迹。

自然界不知何谓失败,终以胜利者的姿态出现,我也要如此,因为成功一且降临。就会再度光顾。

我会成功,我会成为最伟大的推销员,因为我举世无双。

我是自然界最伟大的奇迹。

The Scroll Marked IV

    I am nature's greatest miracle.
    Since the beginning of time never has there been another with my mind, my heart, my eyes, my ears, my hands, my hair, my mouth. None that came before, none that live today, and none that come tomorrow can walk and talk and move and think exactly like me. All men are my brothers yet I am different from each. I am a unique creature.
    I am nature's greatest miracle.
    Although I am of the animal kingdom, animal rewards alone will not satisfy me. Within me burns a flame which has been passed from generations uncounted and its heat is a constant irritation to my spirit to become better than I am, and I will. I will fan this flame of dissatisfaction and proclaim my uniqueness to the world. None can duplicate my brush strokes, none can make my chisel marks, none can duplicate my handwriting, none can produce my child, and, in truth, none has the ability to sell exactly as I. Henceforth, I will capitalize on this difference for it is an asset to be promoted to the fullest.
   I am nature's greatest miracle.
   Vain attempts to imitate others no longer will I make. Instead will I place my uniqueness on display in the market place. I will proclaim it, yea, I will sell it. I will begin now to accent my differences; hide my similarities. So too will I apply this principle to the goods I sell. Salesman and goods, different from all others, and proud of the difference. I am a unique creature of nature. I am rare, and there is value in all rarity; therefore, I am valuable. I am the end product of thousands of years of evolution; therefore, I am better equipped in both mind and body than all the emperors and wise men who preceded me. But my skills, my mind, my heart, and my body will stagnate, rot, and die lest I put them to good use. I have unlimited potential. Only a small portion of my brain do I employ; only a paltry amount of my muscles do I flex. A hundredfold or more can I increase my accomplishments of yesterday and this I will do, beginning today. Nevermore will I be satisfied with yesterday's accomplishments nor will I indulge, anymore, in self-praise for deeds which in reality are too small to even acknowledge. I can accomplish far more than I have, and I will, for why should the miracle which produced me end with my birth? Why can I not extend that miracle to my deeds of today?
   I am nature's greatest miracle.
   I am not on this earth by chance. I am here for a purpose and that purpose is to grow into a mountain, not to shrink to a grain of sand. Henceforth will I apply all my efforts to become the highest mountain of all and I will strain my potential until it cries for mercy. I will increase my knowledge of mankind, myself, and the goods I sell, thus my sales will multiply. I will practice, and improve, and polish the words I utter to sell my goods, for this is the foundation on which I will build my career and never will I forget that many have attained great wealth and success with only one sales talk, delivered with excellence. Also will I seek constantly to improve my manners and graces, for they are the sugar to which all are attracted.
   I am nature's greatest miracle.
   I will concentrate my energy on the challenge of the moment and my actions will help me forget all else. The problems of my home will be left in my home. I will think naught of my family when I am in the market place for this will cloud my thoughts. So too will the problems of the market place be left in the market place and I will think naught of my profession when I am in my home for this will dampen my love. There is no room in the market place for my family, nor is there room in my home for the market. Each I will divorce from the other and thus will I remain wedded to both. Separate must they remain or my career will die. This is a paradox of the ages.
   I am nature's greatest miracle.
   I have been given eyes to see and a mind to think and now I know a great secret of life for I perceive, at last, that all my problems, discouragements, and heartaches are, in truth, great opportunities in disguise. I will no longer be fooled by the garments they wear for mine eyes are open. I will look beyond the cloth and I will not be deceived.
   I am nature's greatest miracle.
   No beast, no plant, no wind, no rain, no rock, no lake had the same beginning as I, for I was conceived in love and brought forth with a purpose. In the past I have not considered this fact but it will henceforth shape and guide my life.
   I am nature's greatest miracle.
   And nature knows not defeat. Eventually, she emerges victorious and so will I, and with each victory the next struggle becomes less difficult. I will win, and I will become a great salesman, for I am unique.
   I am nature's greatest miracle.
5月12日

开始新工作

     下周一就要去新公司上班了,挣扎由于了这么久终于结束了前一份工作,新的挑战来到面前。调整一下自己的状态,准备出发,我知道新的工作的压力肯定会更大,尤其是在一个弟兄的公司工作,身边还有很多不信的人盯着你,这就要求你做的更好,来影响身边的人,荣耀耶稣的名。我们的主也喜欢挑战信心的人,我们的信心有多大,他就会为我们成就多大的事情,因为天父是爱我们的,他愿意我们在工作,生意等各样的事上荣耀他的名。我们几个弟兄要成为一个团体,合一的去工作,挑战那些在外人看来不可能的事情。愿我们一起在这里成就大事,不要让人小看我们年轻,小看我们背后的主,我为此献上我们的祷告!
    明天去买两件衬衫和裤子,新的开始,新的气象,一切都会不同,我们要在各个方面荣耀耶稣的名,要更多的依靠我们慈爱的天父,准备明天聚会的内容了!!
    
 
5月8日

回家真好

     五一长假真的觉得很短,有了这种感觉也就意味着我过了一个快乐充实的假期,好的日子总是过得很快。也许这是我过得最充实的一个五一了,我回家陪父母了,同时给妈妈过她的六十岁大寿,真的是非常的享受这几天在家的宝贵时间,回家的感觉真好!
     第一天,我刚刚到家,非常的兴奋,农村这个时候到处是绿色,一望无际的小麦田,树木笼罩的村庄,开了就让人心旷神怡,更别说去亲自感受了。中午妈妈做了我最爱吃的疙瘩面,下午陪妈妈到田里去看看,来到了我们家的麦天,真的是非常的激动,很想一头扎在麦田里好好的躺一会,我为我的麦田还拍了广告片呢,呵呵,我陪妈妈种了一点芝麻,回味小时侯种田的生活,轻松惬意,妈妈告诉我今天是她春节之后最开心的一天,我非常的感动,觉得即使只有今天在家里,回来也是值得的,父母是多么需要孩子的陪伴啊。回家之后,我给哥哥和姐姐打了电话,告诉他们今天妈妈有多开心。晚上我感到很疲惫就早点睡觉了。
      第二天,陪妈妈去集市买一些菜回来,中午我为家里做饭,我做的捞面条非常的手欢迎,大家都吃了很多,我感到非常的欣慰,做饭不在是妈妈的专职工作,今天也该让妈妈休息一下了,她这么多年辛苦了。
      第三天,是我们那里的一个重要的节日,每年农历的三月十八,都会有剧团的露天演出,几乎每个人都去赶这个会,就象别的地方的庙会一样。我的姥姥和姥爷(外公和外婆)也来到我家赶这个会,我毫无疑问也去了,不过已经十多年没有参加过了,我用三轮拉车拉着妈妈和姥姥去了,爸爸没有兴趣,姥爷自己去的。到了之后发现真的是人山人海,我本人对戏曲了无兴趣,也可能是农村的娱乐活动太少了吧,所以才会有这么多的人参加。我唯一的收获就是买了十几个帽子,吃过午饭我就回去了,因为下午家里还要挖沟,在我的强烈建议下,家里要装自来水了,所以要挖沟埋水管。很就没有干体力活了,很想体验体验,不过手上很快就被铁锹磨了一个泡,还好无关紧要,也许是最近健身的缘故,干活还比较轻松,甚至都没有出汗,为了配合拍照的要求,我特意在脸上洒了一些水-假装大汉淋漓,哈哈。
     第四天,今天给妈妈过生日,早早的起床,妈妈去集市买菜,我去县城订蛋糕和鲜花。很多人都以为我送花给女朋友,没有谁想到我送给妈妈,也许这个年代没有人重视妈妈的生日,或者没有人送花给那个年代的人吧。在农村很少有人送花的,毕竟在并不富裕的农村,鲜花是最不实际的东西,包括我的妈妈,这也是她受到的第一束鲜花,虽然妈妈口里说我浪费前,其实她心里很开心,抱着鲜花我给妈妈拍了很多的照片,以便发给哥哥姐姐看看。中午的饭菜自然就由我来负责了,今天是妈妈的特别日子,她应该休息一下了。下午去拜访了当地的教会,了解一下他们的情况,知道他们就要在大队里建教堂时,我真的为他们感到高兴,送了一件纪念T恤给他们。
    今天是我在家的最后一天了,上午我和妈妈又去田里看了一下,我去了小时候游泳的地方,发现周围堆满了城市的垃圾,真的非常的痛心。还好还有一些池塘是干净的,下午我和一个邻家男孩一起去游泳,那里的水真的是很清澈,激发了我对水的渴望,已经十多年没有在池塘里游过了,我一头扑进深不见底的水里,尽情的享受清凉的池水带给我的快感。我甚至还把泥巴涂在脸上,真的象是回到了童年。
    就这样,长假结束了,非常的留恋,也许美好的生活就是这样的,总是过的很快,回到上海,回到喧嚣的生活,一切又开始了,一个新的开始。